Sunday, November 30, 2008
See the wagon....
....yeah, i'm off it.
WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?
It's like once I realised I was doing well, no not well, GREAT, my head tells me to relax now, to have a munch on those corn chips...it's ok!
But its not ok. *sigh*
It all started when I had the most horrendous pain of my life on Wednesday. As in, pain that made my jaw swell, my whole face throw and my eyes well up with tears all day.
I left work early to go to the dentist and found out that my wisdom teeth need taking out, and has to be done in the hospital because of how severely impacted they are.
Oh, and that will be $5000.00 (sorry, whinge over I promise!)
That night I was still in pain, but more so in such a negative mood that there was no way I could muster up the courage needed for bootcamp.
And so I flaked.
BUT IT GETS WORSE. (my, aren't I caps happy today?)
I flaked again on Friday. Once again, the painkillers had still not kicked in properly and I called Ms A and piked.
I know it was justified, but at the same time I still feel crap about it.
In addition (why do I feel like im writing an essay of excuses here) I don't think I will be losing this week, which is sucky after my awesome success last week.
There will be an update after bootcamp tonight (if I don't pass away from exertion!).
As crappy as this week has been, I don't want to be a negative nelly so here are some fabulous things in my life at the moment....
♥ Mum has invited N and I over for a roast dinner tonight. (Low fat of course) I love going to my Mum and Dad's and chatting about nothing over diet cordial and sakata crackers.
♥I went to City Chic and purchased the hottest dress, I feel like a 50's pin up girl in it! Will post photos next week, as its for my work Christmas do!
♥My mum told me where to buy my pug Pokey a Santa outfit for cute Christmas morning photos!
♥I had quite a violent encounter on Saturday night, but I managed to be the bigger person (quite literally and figuratively)and not let it get to me. (More on that later!)